Sometimes life is basically a bitch. It just give you absolutely no time to take a rest. When you are so stressed and tired after finishing some kind of things and hoping everything is smooths like baby's bottom, but they just won't.
My job is so unique that basically no one else in the world is doing the same. That makes me very isolated and stressed. Nobody understand what is my job and what do I do. I used to explain to people who want to know about my job and my duties. From every basic to what I actually do. How do I work, how do I ensure everything runs smoothly, what's the challenging part of my job, etc.
Until at some point I am getting kind of annoying because they just do not understand what my job and duties are, so I will basically answer them, well my job is to do nothing but walking around like a wanker on a street but I got pay for it.
Of course my job isn't like that but I don't fancy to explain here anyway. It is very complicated and not interesting thing at all. Doubt if anyone would bother to spend extra minute to watch the wall of texts. Better gross over them here.