I was going to post this blog few days ago and somehow I was too busy and kinda lazy so didn't make it on time. But anyway, here it is.
One year ago, with the pushing of my friend, I started this site and posting stuffs.
And I didn't really put this site in my heart, which is kind of obvious when you see I've been missing day by day.
A lot of things happened in the last 366 days, somethings good, somethings bad.
Not to mention what happened in the last 24 hours.
In the past year, a lot of my friends asked me the same question.
"Will you stay or will you leave?"
My answer was unclear, even until this moment. I do not know what to do next. Leaving is not a premature action, while staying is no grantee to a brighter future of myself. (If I ever have one)
Yesterday night, I had a nightmare. A weird noise in my head.
"Initialing shutdown procedure"
Then I lost all my sensitive of my body. Cannot move my arms, my legs, not even sure if I could breath, and I don't even know if the feeling was right or is it just a dream.
What's next? Who's next? Where's next?
Guess these will be the questions in this year.