I was going to post this blog few days ago and somehow I was too busy and kinda lazy so didn't make it on time. But anyway, here it is.

One year ago, with the pushing of my friend, I started this site and posting stuffs.

And I didn't really put this site in my heart, which is kind of obvious when you see I've been missing day by day.

A lot of things happened in the last 366 days, somethings good, somethings bad.

Not to mention what happened in the last 24 hours.


In the past year, a lot of my friends asked me the same question.
"Will you stay or will you leave?"

My answer was unclear, even until this moment. I do not know what to do next. Leaving is not a premature action, while staying is no grantee to a brighter future of myself. (If I ever have one)

Yesterday night, I had a nightmare. A weird noise in my head.
"Initialing shutdown procedure"

Then I lost all my sensitive of my body. Cannot move my arms, my legs, not even sure if I could breath, and I don't even know if the feeling was right or is it just a dream.

What's next? Who's next? Where's next?
Guess these will be the questions in this year.